Stupid

I'm locked in my room. Missing a few people, but they will come back. And the one that will not come back... why should I miss him? Why I miss him?
I'm thinking in that Fiona Apple's song, Get Gone... "It's time the truth was out that he don't give a shit about me..." I should not miss him. He is not deserving. I'm trying to feel better than him, but the harder I try, the more I realize that without him I'm just a shadow of what I used to be. I need to forget. I need to erase my memory.
Location: Home
Mood: blah
Music: Get Gone, Fiona Apple